Its a cool and rainy today and I have much to do. Instead I lay on my bed watching the cool rain coming down from my bedroom window, the sky is gray and I feel a bit blue. I know as I lay here that this day will turn around, that it can change in moment and I love that. I can’t help but think about where I’ve been and where I am today. Just a little over two years ago, I was running a vibrant business, extremely busy and enjoying life. Since then I ended a relationship, got myself in debt, let go of my business and donated a kidney. I’m at a loss in that I can’t seem to pick up where I left off however I know good things are ahead. Too much has happened and I am not the same person and I know deep in my heart that I am working towards something more meaningful– but when will this happen?
“Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together” Source: unknown. Whether it’s financial, health or relationships I know with growth comes change. I also know I am on the path and it truly is a journey.
With all of this sometimes the fear does set in and I find myself not accomplishing what I need to or worse on the edge of panic. When I am in that space, I find myself looking to spend time with myself, looking for the right words in a book, exercising or a good friend to pull me back.
As I often say “this too will pass” and in truth it already has. Today has turned out to be a fruitful day, now I’m off to yoga.
As my good friend Ray Justice often says… ” Yesterday – Today – Tomorrow”
Acknowledge, accept & let go of the past . . . what was (Honor the past)
Be aware, enjoy & challenge the present . . . what is now (change )
Dream, vision, create, & feel the future . . . . . . . what will be (as you want it)
With Gratitude, Wendy