Its  a cool and rainy today and I have much to do. Instead I lay on my bed watching the cool rain coming down from my bedroom window, the sky is gray and I feel a bit blue. I know as I lay here that this day will turn around, that it can change in moment and I love that.   I can’t help but think about where I’ve been and where I am today. Just a little over two years ago, I was running a vibrant business, extremely busy and enjoying life.  Since then I ended a relationship, got myself in debt, let go of my business and donated a kidney. I’m at a loss in that I can’t seem to pick up where I left off however I know good things are ahead.  Too much has happened and I am not the same person and I know deep in my heart that I am working towards something more meaningful– but when will this happen?Rainy-Day-with-coffee-cup-and-window

“Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together” Source: unknown.  Whether it’s financial, health or relationships I know with growth comes change. I also know I am on the path and it truly is a journey.

With all of this sometimes the fear does set in and I find myself not accomplishing what I need to or worse on the edge of panic. When I am in that space, I find myself  looking to spend time with myself,  looking for the right words in a book, exercising or a good friend to pull me back.

As I often say “this too will pass” and in truth it already has. Today has turned out to be a fruitful day, now I’m off to yoga.

As my good friend Ray Justice often says…  ” Yesterday – Today – Tomorrow”

Acknowledge, accept & let go of the past . . .  what was   (Honor the past)

Be aware, enjoy & challenge the present  . . .  what is now  (change )

Dream, vision, create, & feel the future . . . . . . .  what will be   (as you want it)

 

With Gratitude, Wendy

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